My Little Men
In memory of my twin nephews

When you were taken away so quickly from us,
all I thought was How! How! How!.


My plans for you both were to take you out to play,
now when I see twin boys playing I don't know what to say,
should I go up to them to if they are you?

Why did you go so soon, you didn't get to see the world.
I think I know why I say to myself. You didn't want to suffer
IS that why you didn't stay?

But then I think your safe now in the sky so blue,
sitting up there with the Lord who protects you form the world down here.
He holds you both in one hand, as my hands rise to you two...

By Ericka

MY LITTLE MEN ARE TWO PRECIOUS
Austin & Jermiah Varre

ANGELS NOW

WHEN YOU WERE TAKEN AWAY SO QUICKLY FOM US,
ALL I THOUGHT WAS HOW! HOW! HOW!

MY PLANS FOR YOU BOTH WERE TO TAKE YOU OUT TO PLAY,
NOW WHEN I SEE TWIN BOYS PLAYING I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY,
SHOULD I GO UP TO THEM TO IF THEY ARE YOU?

WHY DID YOU GO SO SOON, YOU DIDN'T GET TO SEE THE WORLD.
I THINK I KNOW WHY I SAY TO MYSELF . YOU DIDN'T WANT TO SUFFER
IS THAT WHY YOU DIDN'T STAY.

BUT THEN I THINK YOUR SAFE NOW IN THE SKY SO BLUE,
SITTING UP THERE WITH THE LORD WHO PROTECTS YOU FROM THE WORLD DOWN HERE.
HE HOLDS YOU BOTH EACH IN ONE HAND, AS MY HANDS RAISE TO YOU TWO....

Ericka Varre

The Journey
Waiting anxiously,
Scared, confused,
Wishing, wanting,
Dreaming.

Envisioning her face.
Touching her cheek.
Singing a lullaby.
Disaster.

Disbelief, tears,
No control.
Why, God?
Picking out a headstone,
Carry her small body,
Placed in a hole.
Is there a Heaven?

Gone is the innocence.
Now I'm just scared.
I dance with her in my dreams.
I just want to hold you.
Take my breath away.
I can be your hero...
If only God will let me.

By Misti Particka

My Sweet Angel Baby
In memory of Shaylen Evenyle Birmingham

To my Angel I will never get to know,
Dear Baby, We loved you even
before you were conceived,
We had dreams for you even
before you were conceived,
When we knew of your exsistance
we were over joyed with tears,
We thought of names for you that
would suite you just right,
We didn't care if you Were a Boy or a Girl
For you was our child.
But Jesus Decided you was To precious to stay on this earth,
He decided you belonged In heaven With him,
We will love you always and forever,
Even If you See us smile or enjoy
life as it must go on,
We Will never Forget you
and the joy you brought us
your short but precious life,
We love you as much as the babys
we have her on Earth,
And someday we will reunite there In heaven,
I am Hugging you Right now my precious angel baby,
I miss you so much and it seems
unbearable sometimes to let you go,
But I know That you are
In our creators Arms In heaven,
And I know you are smiling down at Us
every time the sun shines,
We Will always Love you my darling angel,
Love Mommy and Daddy and sisters and your big brother,
~~^~~ April Birmingham ~~^~~

Precious Angel
In memory of precious Kaysee Rose
little baby soft and sweet
lying in my arms
kissing your soft baby face
marvelling at your charms

you look like your big sisters, both
part of each in you
but then u are a special one
for you are also you

counting your little baby toes
fingers one to ten
cherishing this moment
for it will not come again

smelling your precious baby smell
fingers brushing your soft red hair
marvelling at the way it curls
over your ear, just there

the wonder of that first sweet hug
enormous rush of love
the first touch on your velvet skin
my miracle from above

i wish that you would wake and look
just take one glance at me
i waited such a long long while
for this time to be

but you are gone now from my side
taken home to rest
taken from me oh too soon
although we tried our best

i felt you kick, i watched you grow
i sang to you every night
i never dreamed my heart would know
such sadness in my life

such dragging aching emptiness
punch drunk on absolute pain
my heart wont ever be whole again now
my life never be the same

i sigh because i love you so
tears fall from me like rain
spiralling into the sadness
such awful dragging pain

sleep sweet my precious angel girl
don't worry about me
my heart will never heal from this
but gradually now i see

that you were far too beautiful
too precious for this world
so that god had to make an angel again
from my precious baby girl

©Kelly

I Love you my Angel Daughter
Missing my Daughter

I'll miss your smile
I'll miss your tears
I'll miss kissing you
and holding you near

Look both ways before you cross
hold Jesus's hand so you don't get lost

I'll keep you in my heart
you and I will never part
I feel you inside me
you know, you and I were mean't to be

Don't fly to fast
Those wings need to last
Bounce on clouds
but don't bounce to high

Don't be late to the pearly gates
I'll be there
so don't get scared
But not for awhile
So for now just smile

Mommy loves you so much
I know you know this
So because were apart
For now I'll have to be blowing you a kiss

Keep me in line
Stay by my side
I'll try to stay strong
Because to you I belong

So for now I'll have to say
mommy has to be away
So keep on playing
and I'll be laying
thinking of you until we meet again

I love you Cadynce

January 12th, 2004 - February 10th, 2004
Jessica Holbrook©

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